i'm not where i want to be. i thought this was what i wanted; now i'm just confused. i really just want to be in the right place. Spiritually, financially, job wise, relationships (this includes friends).
I feel like what i've thought i wanted to do is changing. i'm not happy. not that my level of happiness is an accurate barometer, but this is not fulfilling. i felt like i was helping to change people's lives in my past positions, and i don't feel that way at all now.