Sunday, April 17, 2011
i am a music junky. its safe to say my only addictions are my personal relationship with Jesus Christ, my family/friends, and music. i'm the person at any concert who chooses to stand directly in front of the speakers, bcs. i can feel the music better. there are times, i just sit and listen to music and cry, not bcs. something is wrong, but just bcs. music speaks to the heart and soul of me. There are few artist that capture the essence of what music truly is. That is exactly how i feel listening to ADELE; she is pure, unadulterated, out of body experience music. when an artist has the ability to change the mood of the soul, that is true God given talent.
Friday, April 8, 2011
so tomorrow, i'll hop on a plane, and head back to Japan. i have mixed feelings about my return. on the one hand, i miss the girls, and can't wait to stack some cash; on the other, the concerns of my friends/family is weighing a ton, i don't want to deal with my crappy boss, and there was another eq yesterday. Plus, i really don't want to be back in the triple-D yet. I've listened to everyone's thoughts/concerns/suggestions. i've contacted the U.S. Embassy, the JET program, and the other ALT's there. @ first i was confident in my decision. i prayed for guidance, and felt a peace; until the 2nd quake hit, and put me right back on March 11. am i concerned for my safety? YES. do i feel that if i return i will be in any grave danger? NO and its only 3more months. 3 more months of kids and krazies. uuuggggghhh. this whole process has been stressful and both physically adn emotionally draining. well gotta fly.... new year, new me