Thursday, May 27, 2010

... and now i feel like...

I woke up the other day, and reality set in. I'M MOVING TO JAPAN. and i cried...
on the one hand i'm excited about the my life is going, and what's in store,
but i'm going to miss my family, friends, graduations, weddings, my god-sons 1st birthday...

I understand that this is a blessing and God is really giving me this opportunity, and its for my good, but man this is not easy to swallow.

your thoughts?


Tuesday, May 11, 2010

as if it were my last...

The day is drawing nearer, and right now i really have just been in a reflective mood. Taking in every second i get to spend with family & friends. Enjoying the small moments. ok, so maybe i'm being a bit dramatic, but the truth is, that's how we should spend everyday, as if, it will be the last time. i find myself being a little more patient, giving, and attentive.

i'm really, really, really excited, just trying not to get ahead of myself though.


Monday, May 3, 2010

Pressure to praise

Today i feel the has been soo hectic, moving, trying to pay for the trip, work madness, trying to be there for ive just made a conscious decision to give it to God...God I thank you for everything you've already done, what you have in store for me, and for the favor you have on my life. I thank you for giving me the Holy Spirit to bring things back to my remembrance. God i know you're capable to do exceedingly, abundantly, above all my feeble mind could ever think. You've placed this opportunity in my path, and i am just going to walk it out. God i thank you with everything inside of me, i thank you.